Poem – Chainsaw

When I am happy, I cannot write, When I am functioning,  I am too busy functioning, To do anything else, But when my head is unscrewed, The skull plate comes loose, And the snakes chainsaw their way Into my brain My work is done when this occurs, When the leaden weight has pinned me to … More Poem – Chainsaw

Poem – Memo

I did not get the memo, I do not understand, How to behave, or how to be bland, Instead, I drag on the mask of sanity, Over my head it goes, Covering my ears, eyes and nose,  And my mouth, So I will not say,  Anything which might give me away I do not understand, … More Poem – Memo

Poem – Wired

I thought depression Was the enemy And I, via anxiety, Would know my end, Instead, I find they are signs, My brain is wired A little differently, From those who are around me, You can be wired weird Or if you like, Your wiring can be a little awry, A lighthouse with minimal light, Or … More Poem – Wired

More Haikus

Am I really  So different to  Other people?   Massive Attack Were right Inertia creeps   I understand information Some of the time And people, virtually never    Fifth wheel, Man in space station, Isolated forever   Gibbering noises Sounds homogenous All is noise   Banality Is the source And sauce of all talk    … More More Haikus

Poem – How It Is

Written while very depressed. Don’t read if easily upset.  I keep failing I keep trailing I keep bailing My life is pointless I’ll soon be dead Thank god for that I said  Don’t bother with a service Its all hypocritical horseshit,  Throw me in the hole Forget me I say  I was never really here … More Poem – How It Is