All of these were written when feeling low / anxious / depressed. Do not read if feeling delicate. My writing has never shied away from being truthful about the world and how I feel in relation to it. If that truth is ugly and difficult at times, then so be it. Can’t function Functioning is … More Haikus
I sympathise with the monster in the tower, I am the monster in the tower, The villagers’ torches are orange-red, Crackling like Halloween lantern fire, And I am the monster forever They seek to destroy me, but I endure, I am me and cannot be as they, I am the monster in the tower, Yet … More Poem – Tower
You will be entered Into the special club Whether you like it or not, And there you will stay Forever
I did not get the memo, I do not understand, How to behave, or how to be bland, Instead, I drag on the mask of sanity, Over my head it goes, Covering my ears, eyes and nose, And my mouth, So I will not say, Anything which might give me away I do not understand, … More Poem – Memo
I thought depression Was the enemy And I, via anxiety, Would know my end, Instead, I find they are signs, My brain is wired A little differently, From those who are around me, You can be wired weird Or if you like, Your wiring can be a little awry, A lighthouse with minimal light, Or … More Poem – Wired
I have no idea if I am on the autistic spectrum or not, but I would like to know. Do I have you? Do you have me? Why won’t someone tell me? I don’t want you as a badge, I don’t want you as a shield to hide behind, I just want to know that … More Poem – Aspergers Syndrome
There are acquaintances, there are mates and there are friends. Everyone begins as an acquaintance. Occasionally, an acquaintance will become a mate. Very rarely, a mate will become a friend. But an acquaintance will never become a friend. That’s how it works. Do you not consider us your friends? That depends. Can I count on … More Poem – Friends?