When I am happy, I cannot write, When I am functioning, I am too busy functioning, To do anything else, But when my head is unscrewed, The skull plate comes loose, And the snakes chainsaw their way Into my brain My work is done when this occurs, When the leaden weight has pinned me to … More Poem – Chainsaw
What Do I know? Not much at all, I know I am often confused, And do not understand the world around me, I know that other people are at best, enigmas And at worst, actively hostile It is all meaningless in the end, Of that I am quite sure, But other than that, I know … More Poem – What Do I Know Anyway?
All of these were written when feeling low / anxious / depressed. Do not read if feeling delicate. My writing has never shied away from being truthful about the world and how I feel in relation to it. If that truth is ugly and difficult at times, then so be it. Can’t function Functioning is … More Haikus
I sympathise with the monster in the tower, I am the monster in the tower, The villagers’ torches are orange-red, Crackling like Halloween lantern fire, And I am the monster forever They seek to destroy me, but I endure, I am me and cannot be as they, I am the monster in the tower, Yet … More Poem – Tower
You will be entered Into the special club Whether you like it or not, And there you will stay Forever
I did not get the memo, I do not understand, How to behave, or how to be bland, Instead, I drag on the mask of sanity, Over my head it goes, Covering my ears, eyes and nose, And my mouth, So I will not say, Anything which might give me away I do not understand, … More Poem – Memo
I have no idea if I am on the autistic spectrum or not, but I would like to know. Do I have you? Do you have me? Why won’t someone tell me? I don’t want you as a badge, I don’t want you as a shield to hide behind, I just want to know that … More Poem – Aspergers Syndrome